Post by Violet Twlilight on Jan 4, 2011 13:13:26 GMT -5
This isn't so much bitching as it is GUSHING, so yeah....
Warring! Gushing Ahead!
I recently got my FIRST boyfriend....ever. It's sad, but true. I don't know why guys were threatened by me, but apparently they were. But now, I have a totally hot, smart, sweet, funny, not a loser boyfriend and I am SO HAPPY!
His name is Jack and it's a plus that I really like that name. Not that I would love him any less if his name was Guss or Mickey, but I just prefer to shout 'JACK!" instead of one of those....*blush* I'm so glad that I waited to have sex too, because I know that I actually got it right. I educated myself for years, learned my own body and what I liked and then when finding a male that I cared for THEN jumped his bones. Muahaha. My story is nothing like the horror firsts you always hear.
Anyway, I've been staying at his apartment which is in the bay area near San Fransisco, we've been playing house and it's been working out so perfectly. I never thought I'd want to move in with a guy right away, we've only been dating two months, since mid Oct., but I just can't stand being away from him. He's away at work right now and I'm sulking. I feel pitiful. I mean, he's got to work, (he works at HP, the computer company designing software. He's a total nerd, I love him) I got to have a life outside of him, but all I want to do is.....okay, you guys don't need details.
*Sigh* I've waited all my life to fall in love and now it's happening all so fast. I want it to both go slower and faster at the same time. I want to take our time and move in and get married in the same thought. I feel like I'm losing my mind, but I suppose that's love.
Warring! Gushing Ahead!
I recently got my FIRST boyfriend....ever. It's sad, but true. I don't know why guys were threatened by me, but apparently they were. But now, I have a totally hot, smart, sweet, funny, not a loser boyfriend and I am SO HAPPY!
His name is Jack and it's a plus that I really like that name. Not that I would love him any less if his name was Guss or Mickey, but I just prefer to shout 'JACK!" instead of one of those....*blush* I'm so glad that I waited to have sex too, because I know that I actually got it right. I educated myself for years, learned my own body and what I liked and then when finding a male that I cared for THEN jumped his bones. Muahaha. My story is nothing like the horror firsts you always hear.
Anyway, I've been staying at his apartment which is in the bay area near San Fransisco, we've been playing house and it's been working out so perfectly. I never thought I'd want to move in with a guy right away, we've only been dating two months, since mid Oct., but I just can't stand being away from him. He's away at work right now and I'm sulking. I feel pitiful. I mean, he's got to work, (he works at HP, the computer company designing software. He's a total nerd, I love him) I got to have a life outside of him, but all I want to do is.....okay, you guys don't need details.
*Sigh* I've waited all my life to fall in love and now it's happening all so fast. I want it to both go slower and faster at the same time. I want to take our time and move in and get married in the same thought. I feel like I'm losing my mind, but I suppose that's love.
